I had made my hardest decision throughout my 20years of life..
I do not know my decision mean wat to you..
maybe you will hate me or hurt..
I do not know how to express all of my feeling to you..
I am feeling bad too..
my tears are dropping..
I reli do not mean to lost a fren..
You said u feel pain bec of my changes..
but the painful u had given to me is just so memorable..
I cannot forget about it..
maybe it is a good solution for me..
but not for you..
I admit I'm selfish..
I wan to protech myself..
I'm selfish I know..
Sorry for whatever I did to you..